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10:47 PM
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i m realli sry 4 nt blogging 4 so long.cant find time 2 do so, alwaes indulging in other pleasures of life.haha.true though...ya lah.lemme update u on wad happened and wad will be happening. Joan passed away already.it was so sad.lyk so fast lor.i realli admire her.she was so brave and so considerate and so open-minded.all rgs girls shuld be lyk her-a perfect role model.realli.ok.
ya for hcl pt, i will be workin w ruo jun n liqi.good lehz.hehe.ya lar.then for math pt.i dunno how alreadi...nvm.dun wanna b bothered by all these things.i holidae mood alreadi.ok then on thursdae we takin bac our progris riport.those who read FFA will noe wad i tokin bout. haha.actualli evrione fm 108 will noe wad i tokin bout.cos it is alwaes mentioned.haha.ya then 108 class outing how? service learning how?service learning we must hurry liaoz leh....when can we meet?wad will we do when we meet? class timeline how?we havun even got e timeline fm collection team n publicity(its my fault.i forget 2 take fm hanis.).i cant b so forgetful already...how?ok i jus got info tt production meet @ hanis's house on 4 july but i dunno wad time...do e whole class nd 2 go or oni production????????how.i m desperate!
ok then i m gettin mor depressed by e minute so bb.
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10:13 AM
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i m supposed to do geog now but i jus cant concentrate so here i m...dotz..i m a lamer!yays!tmr is e postponed 2.4km run and i realli tink i might fail otherwise 2/1 points cos i ate a lot these daes.haiz.wadeva.i realli feel lyk goin back 2 mcs on 26 may but tt dae hv CO.so how?open house:2-5pm.....even if i go back,will anione be there?dun tink so....unless we plan 2 meet up.but can i?wad bout them?i realli miss moi frens lots and lots.
aniwae right.i linked 108 so please visit our blog.pretty please.thankew.
kk then i shall end here then and i dun tink i will blog tmr cos i goin hospital visit dad cos he has op...pray pray pray tt it will be successful.
ok then.wish me luck for 2.4 tmr!
bb cya!
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9:47 PM
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so tired...slept at 1am yesterdae night or rather todae morning.i can nvr sleep late.this few weeks oso sleep so ultra late....haiz.k,this doesnt seem lyk a gd wae 2 start off but y not?ya.y not?wadeva.sorry but i m vry ultra lame.hehe.k,2dae we got back our physics results and hcl results.i m not happy at all.hcl ok la but still can improve loads.physics...i m vry pissed off.k,shall not bore u animore.my hist. pt was lyk so not good compared 2 the others.theirs all so nice so creative wan leh.nvm i m prepared 2 fail.not tt i nvr fail b4 right?failing isnt tt bad right?there is always a second chance.failing will oso spur u on 2 work harder.ya.but its the reality tt is vry hard 2 face.a 'fail' doesnt look at all nice...it doesnt feel good too.i have experience.ok then,i will leave these depressing stuff away and sae byebye to them.ya.y not?shuld i be more positive and always look on the bright side of life?or shuld i be more negative?positive?negative?ok.sorry depressing stuff again.sorry.i m realli not suitable 2 blog 2dae cos i m ultra depressed.k...so bb?ya.y not?
bb.c ya...
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3:52 PM
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yay!!!!!all de tests over liao...but still hv pts & neverending hw.when will it stop?i tink tt i m vry stressed cos i starting 2 get vry crazy and forgetful and blur,but its just moi behaviours cos i dun wanna believe tt i m stressed cos being stressed isnt good 4 health.lol.but i tink i will get sick vry soon,cos 2dae during eng compre sa and maths sa, i was sneezing lyk mad,not realli but ya if u heard sum1 sneeze then its me,vry sure,though its not even cold.lol.haiz...
wadeva la.these few days sleep extremely late lor evridae go sch yawn and yawn and yawn one leh.i just cant stop watching tv and digressing and procrastinating.
then 2dae got back geog sa results,its undescribable.i jus dunno wad 2 sae.did i expect it or wad i dunno.its lyk.nvm.shall not continue.i realli felt lyk comforting her 2dae but she hates me to the core.i will oni make it worse.just wad did i do wrong?will we ever be frens again or will we just pretend each other isnt there?i noe sumtimes i vry straightforward so i offend ppl but its accidental tts y i m so vry quiet.i dun wanna be lyk dis not tt i choose 2 be lyk dis.mayb i mixed w the "wrong" ppl in pri sch?Hoitong isnt "wrong".Jiahui isnt "wrong".Yihui isnt "wrong".none of moi frens r "wrong".i trust myself.but sumtimes i jus cant bring myself 2 believe myself.i realli miss moi frens of marymount.when will we ever meet again?did we even try 2 be united as a class?i realli wonder.mayb we did.i dunno but its all of the past.is it?
i realli dunno.please give me some answers.....i m realli vry confused.
its realli more complex in sec sch jus how i wish i m still in pri sch,travel back in time,back to pri 1,playing w Brenda,Hoitong and Jiahui.so carefree.so innocent.so lyk Charlie Gordon of Flowers for Algernon.just dun understand anything.now tt we understand,it gives us additional stress and burdens.
sorry tt dis is so long but there was realli alot of things i hv been thinking bout.
aniwae i linked the extremely lame shi tian alreadi.(there is a space cos i dun wanna ****ian in moi post.haha)shes lamer than me!sorri i m jus being crazy.wadeva.lol.
abrupt ending:byebye.
Just was did i do wrong to deserve this?
~extremely confused me~
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