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yay ytd was so fun!shi ting missed it all...haha...but actually it will be more fun if shi ting go oso...haiz...shi ting so lazy...bcos far tts why dun go...so naughty...haha...
shi ting:if u do ever come here rite,let me tell u...i cant buy for u alfred bear if its too ex...so maybe u tell me how much ur aunt buy then i see can or nt lorh then i go korea help u find...k?
n ytd i was so tired tt i forget to thank carissa n shi tian...
carissa:thanks for the present!the card is super sweet u noe n the seashells are so nice n the stars too n the sweet looks delicious...thanks so much!
shi tian:thanks for the present too!pooh is so cute n piglet too...i love winnie the pooh n his friends...ur taste really good lerh noe...can buy something so nice...thanks alot!
oh ya anyway todae my mother going to change the crumpler bag for me to a more ex but better one as my christmas present this year n birthday present next year...cos i stupidly realised late last nite tt the grey one had no buckle so easier for pple to take thing rite?but the velcro will make alot of sound...but anyway...w buckle safer....
aniwae i wont be blogging for quite some time k?but please do help me keep the tagboard alive,can?thanks!:)
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11:25 AM
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today we went to escape theme park n it was quite fun but nt totally fun cos well once u've been to disneyland or universal studios, u will think this way.well but its fun cos i was together w my frens n the nice nice 108.but i dint dare to take the ride which had someone fall out tt one n the inverter i think n the one which u will get wet n the bumper boat i think n the go kart n the choo choo train...ya...but i had fun..screaming n securing my new new rimless specs that i lyk n chose n laughing n eating ice cream(hip hop jelly i think by paddlepop...haha...reminds me of hip hop hadley)n eating popcorn(which i sadly threw some away cos i was sadly too full when i dint actually eat lunch)n drinking coca-cola lime(which make my nose feel a little weird when i burped a silent burp)n playing skatterball(one of the carnival games n which was free cos of promotion but i dint win anything anyway so lucky tt i nvr pay for it)n feeling a little dizzy n scared(haunted hse)n most of all tired but happy...at least i dint waste my time taking the mrt to pasir ris fm bishan which required me to change mrt at city hall n take bus to bishan fm my hse...haha...
*the viking was nice but i closed my eyes almost thruout the whole thing cos shi tian was screaming lyk mad so it shld be scary n i kept on asking her to stop shouting so i can nt feel so scared but she dint then when she stopped i open my eyes..nt tt bad but its lyk ur stomach drop down first then ur heart...so when i stepped out of it..i was quite dizzy but aftertt ok liao..n no we did nt sit in the middle,we sat at the end...
*we took the roller coaster,the mini one...nt fun one actually but still after when i come out my heart was beating so fast...
*we oso go into the haunted hse...carissa,shi tian n me went in w some boys n a girl n shi tian was in front of me n carissa was behind...so i gripped shi tian's hands n carissa gripped mine...n so we went in...starting:quite ok but aftertt saw some fake monsters then started running,halfway my specs dropped fm my left ear n hung on my right ear,so i put on again then i look back n behind carissa was a thing w a monstrous face n a huge fork i think cos i dint see clearly n hooded coat(obvious is a person but at tt time dint think or otherwise was too scared to think so run n scream)..then a person said 'dun run,dun run'(i know is a person cos i looked back n i saw this escape staff but shi tian dint noe cos she dint look back so she ran cos she thot the 'ghost' will catch us...so funny...until i told her in a vry calm voice i think,dun run...then she stop but tt time was ending oreadi so its lyk nt so scary liao..)..then ending:there is a door for u to open to leave the place so when we reached rite,the boys infront of us rite,open the door n screamed n shi tian being in front screamed first n so i screamed n so carissa screamed...then we go out n the boys were lyk laughing...u see so i conclude tt boys r a mischievous n naughty lot...(l8r rite,i saw one of them smoking noe...n its obvious their hair is dyed n they look lyk secondary students...haiz)...so tts the end of the haunted hse journey...to know more...experience it urself...
*then we sat the ride w the big big word rainbow...i share seat w shi tian n carissa sat on her own...n rite shi tian kept on sliding on to me n screaming into my ear...n so i ask her to stop it cos i was rather scared but i dint scream cos i dun often scream...n yet again i closed my eyes...then i ask shi tian to close her eyes so nt so scary at least u dun see anything...then nvr scream liao...but its rather exciting...
we oso got take other rides but nt worth mentioning...haha...then after tt we go tampines mall n look look see see...then after tt i go raffles city meet my mother...n she bought a crumpler bag for me...yay...rejoice!so happy,going to bring tt overseas...my vry early christmas present...i got the grey one cos the green which look lyk shitty green(which i stupidly thot was brown)one i dun lyk cos the green is too shitty...haha...the one tt yujia brought today...i got tt..i think its the same(sorry yujia but tt colour is the easiest to match n nt shitty green n i lyk..haha)...so happy...finally a sling bag tt i myself choose n nt others buy for me or free one...so happy...yay!i will take vry good care of it n use it for a long long time so as nt to waste money cos it isnt vry cheap...YAY!TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!
aniwae this might be my last post for a long long time n i wont be updating cos i will be leaving on wed 22/11...n coming back on 29/11...go for co on 30/11(nt confirmed)...then leave again on 2/12 n come back on 9/12...
dun miss me ok?haha...i noe u wont cos i m nt worth missing...haha...
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9:01 PM
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i hv seen a teacher cry but i nvr knew why exactly.today i finally knew.well it wasnt a teacher who cried but a senior...she was so so so so so disappointed in us n all-she had her expectations n all,she put in all her effort n practised w us instead of leaving us alone n go prac by herself, she tried her best n was so so so understandingwhen we couldnt do it-n yet all we did was to stare at our music score n stone in our chair when we were supposed to play.well we werent able to catch up on the speed n all n our yin1 zun3 wasnt good,but we were supposed to already hv practised at home before we go for xiaozu n dazu so well it was us who were wrong.n we were late too when we were supposed to go at 8am for extra prac.n we reached at around 8.20am...but luckily nvr get scolded but i think it contributed to it...after all everybody has their limits...
i totally feel so bad larh so we practised during lunch break after eating cup noodles n i think i improved alittle bit in terms of speed but yin1 zun3 still wasnt perfect..but still when in dazu i dint play much. well i played the melodies n abit of the accompaniment cos aftertt i got lost n some other accompaniment when i stopped cos i got LOST AGAIN!n then i played the start abit oso cos vry fast n cant get the speed n my kuai4 ban2 was lyk...well u listen liao u will vomit blood n then say the word"lan4"then faint...cos i cant get the speed...omg i really really need to prac vry hard...i noe liao...i shall sacrifice all my tv programs n then concentrate fully on playing the zhonghu...n oso computer...ok maybe i shall practise zhonghu in the afternoon n then in the night i shall go online...hmm..ya...tts wad i m going to do!but i scared after i come back fm ipoh then i cant play again...HOW?ok maybe i shall play right after i come back on 29 nov then on 30th i will go for xiaozu...ya...
but its lyk so sad cos after i come back then afew days later go overseas again...ahh...i will be so so so slow when i come back..n so lost...i dun wanna go for holidays!ok maybe i wanna go korea but i dun want to go ipoh cos i will miss 3 prac sessions in tt week but 2 in tt week in korea but even so...i will miss my seniors n frens n esp chang2 di1 sui2 xiang2...haha...will try to memorise when i m on holiday cos there will be long bus rides n all that...so must well make use of the time...cos i wasted too much time before the eoys n so my results werent at all nice to look at...
i m going to put in all my effort n time n play chang2 di1 sui2 xiang2 until i can reach the desired speed n my yin1 zun3 is perfect...yes!i can do it!i m nt going to let my senior be disappointed in me again n the other two zhonghu-ers cos i m sure they will oso prac vry hard...YES!WE CAN DO IT!
reminds me of bob the builder...haha...haiyah no time to joke...got to go prac now...
i am feeling so bad n guilty n sad n disappointed in myself today...AHHHHHHHHH!pls forgive me!
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9:23 PM
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yikes!my left ear is feeling so cold now...ytd something super disgusting happened...i was thinking of washing my earrings n so i took them out n when i take out my left earring,something sticky n watery oozed out...fine,it sounds disgusting right?n guess wad is it?
IT WAS PUS...i think but it wasnt yellow or wadsoever but it stinks!eeeeeeeew......right?it was so yucky but it kept on oozing out n my ear was so red after that...i think i closed my earring in too tightly...so...ya...but shldnt it be blood?that time something liddat happened but only difference was that it was blood...hmm...luckily only me left ear got it..but when i washed my ear afterthat right...it hurt lyk mad...i think some skin came out...n today i wake up n u know wad?
the pus dried up on my ear n it was so yucky....eeeeewwww!i feel lyk vomiting lor...dunno why it happened...haiz...
ok larh...enough about that disgusting thing already...
at first i thought yul(kim jeong hoon) was cute n all that but abit the gay cos of his red red lips...ya still can accept...but now while rewatching goong on tv,i am starting to hate yul cos he keep on sabotaging shin n chaegyung's marriage larh...wad give chaegyung the idea of mentioning a divorce then haiyoh...at first so gan3 ren3 one...then so anti climax...maybe it was the climax but even so...he's lyk so shameless...chaegyung dun lyk him at all except as a good good friend n he still insist on his way...n he dun listen to shin abt wad ending it in their generation...he so bad n mean...keep on thinking shin was only selfish n wanted to keep chaegyung all to himself n not giving her freedom but...haiz..anw the last few episodes n that episode where they go stay at chaegyung's house n when they go to the beach are super nice n gan3 ren3...
i dun lyk yul-goon!but kim jeong hoon is ok,i guess with him being a singer but u know wad,shin walks in a straight line,i think that's wad happen to man becoming models...but he rawks more than yul...ahahaha...cos the way he shows his love is lyk so different..haha...n chaegyung lurves him...hyorin too...
that's all for today i guess...i might post again later...
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12:56 PM
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i got a new blogskin cos the old one jia xian has n so i changed cos anyway i was getting tired of it.but this new one background still black but its ok cos i lyk black..ok wadeva...oso i changed the blogskin bcos i want my blog to have a new life...to get away fm all those complaints bout my day n those posts which unintentionally blow things up or hurt someone...my blogskin changes and so i am going to change too and do this holiday!
'first
get rid of all my flaws which are oso my weaknesses(inconsiderate.insensitive.selfish.lazy.)
*if there are anymore,please do tell me...please do me this favour...
'second
practice zhonghu!jia hui says we must practise a few hours a day on last thursday n so far i hvnt prac a min yet...so later i m going to prac VERY VERY HARD n tmr oso n every day after that...cos its partly bcos ytd i saw snco blog n their goal is to get gold with honours...ahhh!!!the STRESS!n oso bcos this fri hv some pple coming to school to see us play n choose us if we are good to perform i think in march next year...will be a good practice...hope we get it!
'third
go holiday n wedding overseas
days which i wont be in singapore:22-29 nov,2-9 dec
after all those hardwork in practising zhonghu n attempting to change...i shuld get a nice nice break too rite?haha.no larh.these were planned in september by my parents.frankly speaking,i dun even noe where exactly we are going in korea, except that we are going to jeju island n the teddy bear museum(hope to see goong bears n buy souvenirs),i think.
and i m not totally keen on going for the wedding overseas...cos we will be staying w my relatives...n i cant be my normal self(cos i in front of others-- adults(other than my parents n teachers n strangers...fine,my relatives oni) will be extremely shy n quiet)... i dunno why...ever since i can talk and i m dong3 shi4 already, i became liddat...now even my cousins who are lyk growing so fast...n i m still so SHORT...haiz...nvm i hv one male cousin he is 14 n abt the same height as me so...hehe...not that bad...fine...i oso need to change my shyness...
'fourth
eat less junk food and more less fat food cos i m seriously going to be overweight if i continue eating liddat...i want to be healthy!haha.
ok,i think there's nothing more i wanna do this holiday,except maybe buy an ipod nano,kim jeong hoon cd and luo3 zhi4 xiang2's speshow cd...hmm...n i dun think i am ever going to watch goong 2 cos the pple are so ugly!!!except maybe one gurl n all the characters are changed!!!ahhh...chaegyung,shin,yul,hyorin wont ever appear again!...i think...nvm...
ya.and
to chern hwee: well,i am sorry that whatever happened happened and that our friendship became strained but ya,i hope we can all become good friends again and be like last time.can you give us this chance to return to what we were like in the past and become good friends again?and i am sorry about the goat farm and maths active day.i am really really sorry.hope you forgive us.
okokok...just a last word...
TO EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY BLOG:
I AM THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL TO YOU.BUT ALSO JUST IN CASE YOU DISLIKE/HATE ME, I HOPE YOU CAN STOP DISLIKING/HATING ME. I KNOW I HAD BEEN RATHER MEAN AND INSENSITIVE AND INCONSIDERATE AND SELFISH AND ABIT(SOMETIMES)EGO,SO NOW I AM SERIOUSLY TRYING TO CHANGE.I AM SORRY IF I SAID ANYTHING OR DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME.(i got that from lena,thanks lena...you inspired me to change)WELL,I HAVENT BEEN ALL THAT NICE TO EVERYONE IN CLASS AND MOST OF THE PPLE IN 108 KNOWS ME as a quiet and nice gurl I THINK AND WELL,I AM NOT QUIET WHEN I KNOW SOMEONE RATHER WELL...SO I JUS REALISED THAT I DUN KNOW ALOT OF PPLE WELL AND THEY OSO DUN KNOW ME WELL...WELL,I REGRET THAT!THAT'S WHY I HOPE CHANGING MY FLAWS TO STRENGTHS AND BEING MORE ENTHU WILL HELP.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
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11:23 AM
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i jus went to shi tian's blog n ya.she said sorry.i think she's sincere u noe...i shuld hv seen her blog 1st b4 posting my last post...i hope e two pple mentioned(dun wanna name in case of unnecessary publicity) dun mind...i m sorry!i amended e last post liao
(u see larh...fine i m lyk quite shy on e outside but inside i m lyk bursting w energy...on e com i m super open...as in wad i wanna say...)
i actually hat myself alot u noe...but nvm...must zheng4 zuo4 qi3 lai2!jiayou to myself!haha.
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11:14 AM
u can choose not to read this u know,cos its a long post!
frankly speaking,i will miss 108.after all we have been thru thick n thin together rite?since we been thru scoldings fm teachers n jus pure fun n happiness as a class,even though some may be left out but at times we were such a perfect class.no matter how inconsiderate n irresponsible we are.well to us,it may be liddat but to some it might not be.but anw we have been given so many chances to bond n hv e class spirit burning(is a spirit able to burn or did i use e wrong phrase or is it a lit device?dotz...i dun lyk lit.),but did we?got larh hor...at least abit.n in e process i made so many new friends,knowing e fact tt at e start of e year,e oni 2 ppl i knew in sec 1 were xin ping n kelly,but in 108,oni xin ping.out of 37 ppl,i oni knew 2(including myself) n now,i noe quite alot of ppl n made some good friends but lost some too.so much had happened.it will nvr be e same again...no matter how hard we try...i m sorry but ya...it will be so awkward...after all we were both wrong rite?since at tt tym u thot we were wrong but we thot u were wrong...so...anw i dunno wads tt codeword u told me on msn...ehh...oh sry i digressed...oh ya...n i had such nice tablemates!:)really larh!chern hwee was nice till...siti was uber nice too!n sylvia was super nice n funny!n oso e pple on their other side(cos i realised i was alwaes sitting at e 1st/3rd seat)haha.it was such fun sitting w them in class.n for chinese i sat w boon yi b4(same chinese name...if u were wondering...xcept e pinyin different) n sylvia(ya.term4 both normal class n chinese.good rite?haha.)until rachel gan got sick of shi tian(maybe not...i dunno...maybe its jus tt sylvia was nicer!) then change place w me then i sat w shi tian.it was better actually bcos considering my height(ya.i noe i m SHORT!),valerie's head n hair alwaes block my view.hmm...anw we got e highest points noe?YAY!
i m really thinking of crying cos i will alwaes rmb 108 n all e 108-tians as well as e nice nice teachers,form teacher ms to e class outing.really!e last time we will meet as a class.*sobs* ong n cle teacher mrs teo,who has helped us grow n learn so much along e way in e 4 terms we had together.i m really looking forward
i therefore dedicate the song(last song on e left...play it)friends forever to e pple who hv enriched my 1st year in rgs,my nice nice friends,e whole of 108,e friends i made in CO n e nice nice seniors,shi yun,rachel lee,sylvia,n eunice for taking e same bus w me sometimes n tolerating all my crap(if i eva do crap)n complaints!without all of u,e year wont be as meaningful as it was...i will alwaes rmb all of u n if one day we leave sku n go to work n we meet each other on e streets pls do wave n i will noe wad great things u did n how u helped me along the way.THANK YOU SO MUCH!
p.s.i think i made more friends in term 4 n was less shy,rite?shyness is my weakness due to my straightforwardness.i m afraid to open up as i m afraid to lose a friend tt i hvnt yet noe.it may nt be something bad,jus rude,i tink...aiyah...
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9:38 PM
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lets see...this will be a super long post!
today was netball carn n ytd got drama nite audition.sadly we dint get into drama nite,which we thot we did,cos dora(sakina) smsed everyone i tink n in it was a dora e explorer song tt went lyk:
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