i m such a loser...ahhh...how i jus cant concentrate in class lorh...i seriously suck...i jus hate it but wad can i do???ahh...
yay my mortal seems lyk a nice person n i m sure she is!whee...
anw co on thur is...all i can say is HAIZ...my xin1 qing2 alr really nt gd liao after we lyk sort of got told off in front of everyone by wls and she was lyk so xiao1 zhang1 lorh...
"she": aiyoh, ni2 men2 you4 bei4 ma4 le4!
me(cos i dint exactly hear): huh?
"she": ni2 men2 you4 bei4 ma4 le4 hor!
me:[ignore her...i noe i m rude but i was alr feeling vry bad le lorh...]
"she"(talk to zx--sec 2 zhonghu who was prac-ing changdi kuaiban): ni2 bu4 ke2 yi3 (bla bla bla) [then she go n move her gong]
then zx was lyk smile at her lorh(i think thank her)
then we go keep things...
then "she" go talk to our senior who was lyk behind us all along(who came aft we got told off)..
"she": they must move their wrist(then she go put up her hands w her elbow still down then she move in a vry stiff way)
our senior: ya.we are training them alr...
then when she saw us at the side she was lyk wu3 nai4 de4 xiao4 lorh...
haiz...u see i m such a loser...keep on disappointing our seniors...
i really want to go syf...but i m nt gd enough...how?
the syf namelist nt out yet leh...ahh...cant stand e suspense...but nvm...i noe i wont be in cos u see my standard...u will puke...haiz...
then ytd co was better i think cos wls was at co trials so valerie was making us prac our liangfeng kuaiban...then when i finally got it...the next moment i cant get it alr...haiz...
oh n jiahui tried training me to play loud w every sound hving the same volume n speed in the same gong...then i was lyk playing w alot of strength...then she left n when she came back i was lyk back to square one...haiz...i m a loser...
then she taught me again...then she demo on my zhonghu then ask me try...when i try rite i keep on hitting her...leg n then hand...i m so sorry!then she ask me to prac,so i prac...
haiz i think i back to square one liao now....u see i m a loser!!!ahh...
this type of standard how to go syf???u tell me???n i jus read in a senior's blog tt they hv lyk finalised the syf namelist liao lorh...so will i be in it?will i?am i even gd enough?haiz...i m a loser...
i feel lyk crying...we are lyk the lousiest of the lot lorh...then we r lyk spoil our seniors' reputation...they r lyk so great n we r lyk....haiz...when u hear us u will be speechless nt bcos we r lyk so gd but bcos u hv nvr heard a person play so badly before...except those jus learn maybe...
yay!i m a loser...
n u noe wad...for bio pt i got something related to s-e-x...haiz...some type of infection when u do IT w different pple...eew...
n it reminds me of thur aft co...
shiyun n me were on 132 bus upper deck cos lower deck was lyk full...then she was sitting behind me cos no space liao...then we saw something...
lyk to the northwest of me rite were two pple in sch uniform n u can guess wad they were doing...one is a guy n the other a girl...hv u guessed it?ok let me tell u...the guy's arms were lyk over the girl's waist.then he let go.then the girl pulled his hand over her waist.then i saw some movement of his hand.then he was lyk resting on her shoulder lorh.all i can say is "eww".
then shiyun saw behind her got someone mimicking them lorh.n its a guy.so sick rite?pollute my eyes...haiz...
oh n jenny said i look lyk i will become a nurse when i grow up...n ruimin said shi tian look lyk lao fu zi lorh....so funny...haha...then shi tian was lyk saying i be doctor lorh...then she say u jealous i got sexy legs huh?so funny lorh...then she say jenny is bargirl then do pole dance.then fall down then fall into the hands of a cheekopek...haha...aiyah then i see the time lyk abt 5 mins aft class is lyk supposed to start so i look out of the door window n then when i wanted to go call mrs yap,i saw her,so i hurry back then tell them mrs yap come liao...then tried to get back to seat...was hurrying then i "jump" over jenny's legs lorh.then mrs yap came in n i was lyk jus nice standing up ready to greet her...i feel so proud of myself lorh...accomplished such a task in lyk maybe 2-3 mins...haha...then jenny was lyk keep on laughing abt the "jumping"...haha...i m such a GREAT el rep....i shld be proud of myself rite?but i m a LOSER...
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