Saturday, February 24, 2007 ______________________
hello... just realised tt i hvnt been updating for a long long time so here i m...haha lalala...my phone is ok again!yay!for a cost...hehe...
thursday sucky day cos ms xu(eng relief,qian qian's senior, ex-rgco cellist who thinks tt wls likes to touch pple(according to shi yun)...its true though) ask me to collect wksts rite then i collect lorh but pple is either nvr finish or nvr bring or jus nvr give me so i ask for extension.then the plot outline pple nvr finish...fine!i prefer being ms ong's cle rep cos at least i hv lena w me...now i m alone...i know i m evil...wadeva.. then co prac,wls came n ask us to play liangfeng n when come to zhonghu part she ask us play one by one...n you know what?!i screwed up...ahhhh!!!then she was lyk asking jia hui who is in syf...then she say alr i bet wls was lyk thinking...wth...why liddat...tt shui zhun zen me ke yi???? then she was lyk "yi ding yao lian de...zhe bu fen shi -blah blah blah-..shi qu bi sai de..."smth along the lines of i desperately nd to practise alot n hard too to improve...and worse she said it infront of the whole xianyue then i felt so LOSER, so PATHETIC...wad will the seniors think of me?!huh!why my standard drop until liddat?then yi fei was lyk "comforting" me...felt better...thanks yi fei! disappointed jia hui n valerie AGAIN!i m such a bad bad junior...maybe its i who disappointed myself...haiz such a sucky day!:(
friday sli! tried to collect wksts n practically half the class nvr bring...wad a loser n pathetic eng rep i m...so in the end jus gave wad i cld... after sli,rushed to put wksts in pigeon hole then met up w claudia n shi yun in 203 classroom...saw kelly...went downstairs w shi yun,pack my things and then go upstairs...then we started praccing and i sucked! ahhh... then afterthat we went out to eat...at foyer saw co rehearsing for founder's day...then we left school...at far east after much deliberation we settled for han's hor fun n dory fish...three pple share two dishes...haha...then shi yun n i bought a bottle of coke each n bloated up our stomachs which dint make us burp throughout dazu as predicted...luckily... dazu was sucky cos i played suckily...how?!zoutai is lyk 2 weeks away??? dint have xiaozu in the end...
saturday today! co extra prac was quite ok...but i think i disappointed jia hui yet AGAIN...i think u all read until bored liao rite?but i will continue cos i live a boring life...haiz...but i think my yin zhun improved a teeny weeny bit cos hv markings...and liangfeng too cos jia hui taught me today...anw i think my brain processes things very slowly,thus making myself n other pple feel annoyed or tt i m lyk a little kid of three..haiz...maybe all tt tv hv made me an idiot... feeling rather sad cos the summatives are coming n i everthing also yi4 zhi1 ban4 jie2 one...lyk tt how to pass???then i cant possibly hun4 throughout the whole of dazu n then zoutai n then syf rite???n i cant possibly play at tt volume where no one can hear me rite???i nd to contribute to the sound...this is an orchestra...thus it needs the volume n sound frm every single instrument... why liddat one, me???suddenly "plop" and i entangled myself in this mess i created and fell from the middle of the ladder to the floor(dropping of standard)...how come?!bcos i m a stupid n lazy n idiotic big fat bum...YES!
ok...my posts are all so boring n depressing...i know cos i lead a boring n depressing life...but is lightened up by my dear friends n nice seniors...thank you all so much!
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